blessings from heaven

Well, I have been needing to update for sometime. Its amazing what god can do when you surrender everything. These things wont seem like much to some, but to me they’re everything. First off, no, I’m not in an apartment yet. But, if I keep giving he’ll keep blessing and I know that.ok, I now have 5 versions yes 5 of the bible on my ipod. For a long time they didn’t have the niv, which is my preffered version, anyway, they didn’t have it up for download. A couple of weeks ago I got an email saying that just for oct 30 and 31 the niv would be available for download. I was like YES! Thank you lord! I have been reading from the new century version which is fine but I’d much rather have the niv. See, not a big deal to most of you, but god knew I needed the niv because I was use to it, and he allowed me to get it. Another thing, he has taken my anger and replaced it with peace and understanding. Now, do I get frustrated? Yes, do I get impatient? Yes, patience is not part of my dna.Ask anybody who knows me well, when I want something, I want it right now, no, not tomorrow, not a year from now, right this minute. I think Gods gonna end up teaching me patience before he gives me an apartment. Hey what can I say? I’m workin on it! For thoseof you who don’t think the lordis in every single part of your life, read this and you’ll think different. So I have had 3 computers in the past 5 or 6 years. Every one of them has had their hard drive go out at one time or another. Well now its time for the netbook the one I bought last year to have its harddrive die. Well we had a friend of ours look at it to confirm that that was the case, he said to see if it was still under worrenty and if so let them fix it. Well, I couldn’t remember exactly but I had a strong feeling it was, so today after 4 hours of dealingwith custumer service, my uncle called me back and said yes, it was still covered. Now, if that wasn’t god,I don’t know what was. Because there is no telling how much it would havecost to get it fixed if it wasn’t. God knows I’m saving up the money so I’ll be able to buy things for the apartment, mainly a washer and dryer when the time comes. Some will say o that’s just luck, no! no, it isn’t! that. Is. God! One more thing, now let me warn you that I still have not exactly figured out what he is trying to teach me, but I’ll go along and see what he has in store. So yesterday I was texting and I asked a question. Just a simple question, didn’t think anymore about it. Along with my answer came this feeling, and I mean it was really strong, I just felt like the person on the other end of the phone was stressed or worried about something. Believe me I tried to ignore it, But it wouldn’t go away, I mean I watched tv and everything and it was still their. So finally I just had to know if everything was ok, I rarely ask that question because depending on who I’mtalking to they might say it is just to shut me up. SO I sent the text and when I got my answer that everything was indeed ok, then the feeling lifted and I was able to think clearly again. Well sort of, then I got depressed over my computer but then remembered that god is in control here and I’m not. See? If he wasn’t then I wouldn’t be writing this but he has provided me with 1 till mine is fixed. Anyway, I hope god has blessed y’ll as much as he’s blessed me! If he hasn’t, think it over and you’ll either find some blessings you’ve missed, or realize that you haven’t handed over your intire life to him. Do it, it works, I promise you!