rebuilding

Well, I started a process of rebuilding a relationship tonight. and gaining another one.My brother, who I had not seen since 1997, and his wife, my sister-n-law, added me to facebook last year. at first, I was very angry. I was like, what do they want! I was in no mood to relive the past, and I just wasn't having it. But slowly we began messinging each other, and just recently, my sil and I started texting each other. So I was texting her tonight, and one thing led to another, and I called her,and we talked. Now, this is a woman I'd never met, but as soon as we started talking, we clicked. She told me a lot, a lot about the brother who use to play with me. The brother that would take me on the fourwheeler, would tackle me in the hall way as we pretended to play football without the ball. The brother who would hold my hands as I rollerbladed around the basement. The brother that never had a good life until he found her. She told me that he's been clean and sober for 5 years, she told me he is a good father to their children. and, the most rewarding thing, she told me was he found and loves god, just like his sister! So, to god be the glory, great things he hath done! I don't remember the rest of that one, but, here's another one. O god, you are my god, and I will ever praise you, o god, you are my god, and I will ever praise you, and I will seak you in the morning, and I will learn to walk in your ways, and step by step, you lead me, and I will follow you all of my days! This is such a blessing to me, you just don't even know! I just feel his presents around me and around my hole family! and you can bet I'll be giving my heart to him in tomorrow's worship!

sigh

a lot is going on in my head. I can hardly think much less write.so privately ask. either through email facebook, etc. and if your lucky, or rather unlucky, I'll tell you.

happy september!

September has many things to get excited about. for example, life groups start back up after a summer break. And, since all the kids are in school, ladies class is in full swing. We are suppose, the word being suppose to get cooler weather at some point during the month. And, the leaves change, not that it matters much to me, but everyone who can see loves it. now, my favorite part of the mont happens to be one word...... Football! that's right! UT and vandy football on saturdays, and titans ball on sundays! so now, my sundays will consist of, church, football, and nap. in that order. Yeah! bring on the fall season!