musings from a sick person

well, sense I've been in bed all day long, I figured I could at least try to put a few thoughts together and write them down. A huge portion of my mind is thinking about kids.first of all my neces. ages 1 and 2. their mom got her second dui in 5 months, and the state is doing nothing! It just makes me sick! They have horrible parents who wont take care of not only their physical needs, but they don't even ask about the kids when they're gone for long periods of time. I'm sorry, but those kids should turn your world upsidedown,and make you think. Another factor is this: who's gonna teach them about jesus, and how to do what's right? I saw the girls at christmas, and it was awfull. their parents didn't want nothing to do with them, they wouldn't hold them, and when they opened their presents joey and ashley didn't even care. why, why, why! my dream in life is to give love to kids who don't get any. And they're not hard to spot. I promise you. I wish I could have a job where I could be around kids all day, and just help them learn, and show them that people care what happens to them.

writing to god

well, I'm still alive.I just haven't posted in ages. A lot of things are going through my head. But I wont share them now. I've just discovered the joy of writing to God. I have a personal journal, that I started last night, after seeing the heartbreak on the news. I don't only pray in their, I write what I'm feeling. Both times I've bared my heart to god, he's taken the burdens away. This is just so amazing to me. Perhaps I'll update this blog more. I need to write about books. Maybe in the next post.